In my daughters eyes

This past week was so great because we were able to spend time with our family and reset before this new treatment plan started.  This weekend we celebrated Mother's Day as a family and it was very humbling to see the unconditional love my kids have for me regardless of my flaws.

Katie and I drove into Houston last night and spent the evening eating pizza, jumping on the hotel beds, and staying up to watch TV.  Even though it was so fun, I had a hard time wrapping my brain around what tomorrow morning would bring.  Now, as we sit here in the hospital room with IV in, waiting for the medicine to start, all I can think about is Katie's amazing strength and perseverance.

There is a song by Martina McBride titled 'In my daughter's eyes'.  The lyrics are beautiful and when I hear it I feel like Katie really is the powerful driving force behind my faith, love, and strength.

In my daughter's eyes I am a hero
I am strong and wise and I know no fear
But the truth is plain to see
She was sent to rescue me
I see who I wanna be
In my daughter's eyes

I am not a hero, nor am I fearless, but with Katie's strength throughout this battle, I feel like through her eyes I am stronger and have learned that fear can be a weakness.  We continue to push forward despite the fears, and overcome each hurdle together.  

In my daughter's eyes everyone is equal
Darkness turns to light and the
world is at peace
This miracle God gave to me gives me
strength when I am weak
I find reason to believe 
In my daughter's eyes

Katie absolutely gives us strength when we are faltering, and she is the reason I continue to believe in God's plan.  How can I question a plan when Katie so easily follows it without question.  Her battle has taught me so much and I will continue to fight with her, for her, and by her side!  

And when she wraps her hand
around my finger
Oh it puts a smile in my heart
Everything becomes a little clearer
I realize what life is all about

It's hangin' on when your heart
has had enough
It's giving more when you feel like giving up
I've seen the light
It's in my daugter's eyes

This song is beautiful and so very true.  Not only do I feel this about my sweet Katie, but David and Madelyn both continue to remind me what life is all about and without those two kiddos and my amazing husband this journey would be so much harder.  David, Madelyn, and Michael light up Katie's life and despite the journey, we are so blessed!!